Tuesday, February 23, 2010
ugh
I feel like hell! Had minor surgury yesterday and was fine until about 9:00pm. Then the freezing started to wear off and the pain is ridiculos. I didn't sleep at all last night, was out of bed at 6:30 throwing up because of the pain and the meds and now it is 8:15 and I've already thrown up 2 more times. This really sucks, I can barely move, in so much pain and I'm hungry, but I know I will just end up throwing that up too. Hopefully I can fall asleep and waste the day away and not think about the pain. Just thought I would record how crappy I feel :(
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
So I know I am a procrastinator, and I know that I can be lazy sometimes, but this blog just doesn’t get enough of my attention. I think I’m going to try to update it more often, but with smaller posts, maybe that will get me going?!?
So Christmas and New Years have long since passed as well as my 26th birthday (oh my, where did 26 years go?) and Valentines Day. Christmas was wonderful and full of visiting with family. New Years was a night to remember only through pictures, spent with great friends. My birthday was also wonderful, had a full weekend of dinners and drinks and visiting with family (minus Jossy and Jared Miss you guys so much) and friends. We decided to do nothing for Valentines Day, no cards, no gifts, just time spent at home with each other and Molly, and it was just as good as any other year!!
We have done some painting and decorating in our house as well as starting to clear out the clutter! So far it has been going really well. We each have gotten rid of over half of our clothes because they don’t fit anymore (such a good feeling to know that we are both a lot smaller and healthier!!) I love how our house is finally turning into our home after almost 3 years of living here. It is a relief!!
So now it is time for my rant……Sometimes I just don’t get people. People who say one thing and do something else. People who mishandle their money and then complain about it. People who think they are better than everyone else. People who make excuses. People who don’t support their family and friends. People who don’t return phone calls. People who don’t acknowledge other people because they have their heads too far up their own ass to give a shit about anyone else. Why don’t people just take charge of their lives, take responsibility and make a change. What happened to simple smiles, notes and phone calls to acknowledge that someone else is there and that you appreciate that person and the things they do. I feel like I put all this time and effort into making my life better and fuller and to making other people know that I enjoy their company and that I care and it just doesn’t seem to be reciprocated. Why is that? Am I supposed to stop caring?
Now that February is more than half over we have a lot of things to look forward to in the next bit: Josh has a ride-a-long with the Police for recruiting, Josh’s birthday is on February 27, a much needed visit from Jossy, more spring cleaning and hopefully some nicer weather!
So Christmas and New Years have long since passed as well as my 26th birthday (oh my, where did 26 years go?) and Valentines Day. Christmas was wonderful and full of visiting with family. New Years was a night to remember only through pictures, spent with great friends. My birthday was also wonderful, had a full weekend of dinners and drinks and visiting with family (minus Jossy and Jared Miss you guys so much) and friends. We decided to do nothing for Valentines Day, no cards, no gifts, just time spent at home with each other and Molly, and it was just as good as any other year!!
We have done some painting and decorating in our house as well as starting to clear out the clutter! So far it has been going really well. We each have gotten rid of over half of our clothes because they don’t fit anymore (such a good feeling to know that we are both a lot smaller and healthier!!) I love how our house is finally turning into our home after almost 3 years of living here. It is a relief!!
So now it is time for my rant……Sometimes I just don’t get people. People who say one thing and do something else. People who mishandle their money and then complain about it. People who think they are better than everyone else. People who make excuses. People who don’t support their family and friends. People who don’t return phone calls. People who don’t acknowledge other people because they have their heads too far up their own ass to give a shit about anyone else. Why don’t people just take charge of their lives, take responsibility and make a change. What happened to simple smiles, notes and phone calls to acknowledge that someone else is there and that you appreciate that person and the things they do. I feel like I put all this time and effort into making my life better and fuller and to making other people know that I enjoy their company and that I care and it just doesn’t seem to be reciprocated. Why is that? Am I supposed to stop caring?
Now that February is more than half over we have a lot of things to look forward to in the next bit: Josh has a ride-a-long with the Police for recruiting, Josh’s birthday is on February 27, a much needed visit from Jossy, more spring cleaning and hopefully some nicer weather!
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